incandescence says:
for friends like u, it's free

hahaha! bet you dont understand =)=)
anw... it doesnt matter though u just cut me off halfway AGAIN!
i still like you for who you are to me =)

help!!! i think i'm going to die soon. hahaha.


brilliant. do JUST that.
just WIPE that smile off my face.
thankyou.

for listening to me whine. thank you. and -you too.


lets just say its been a rather em, eventful week.
-you make me smile! :D

out with zy today! fun:D danceworks danceworks!! (: i love watching people dance. its so happy and energetic! SA was good, managed to catch cj though we were a little late. nj's one was nice too! i finally met krystlekhoowenting!! hahahahs.

i absolutely LOVE this girll!! lower sec bestest bud(: (: she can danceeee! =)missss YOU!
walked around city hall area, and fish and co-ed for dinner with farrell's friends. claire's so adorable. bought for her a color pencil. hahas.

short entry. im off! (:


struggling

met carol yesterday and during the half hour (or is it more?) that i met her, i hardly spoke THREE sentences cos that MORON was on the phone the entire time. hahaha but carol i forgive you, considering you gave me chocolate and icecream. lols. (: was good seeing you though you were all gross and sweaty and disgusting anyway :P

hey hey hey its thinking day
hey hey hey its thinking day
hey hey hey its thinking day
YESTERDAY its thinking day!!
at times like this, i miss xiaoting and shinggg!! ): and eunice chew and the whole of dove/fpeck and the wonderful times of training camps and meetings or just plain chilling out. oh wells.

FOUR NINE FOURTYY NINE!
i m actually quite pleased with my position. (: wished i did better but i m happy.

little actions make a huge difference!
i wonder how i can keep cool when i am completely fustrated and annoyed. but i think of it as a good trait to have anyway. the cashier at ljs really made my day. just a simple 'darling' can cause a smile to tug at my lips. hahas. i got a much needed hug. well, a few! (: thank you. this close to breaking down, i m glad i didnt disappoint myself. people care. =) and its a nice feeling really.

dont stand in someone elses shadow when its your sunlight that should lead the way

thanks pinkie for that random packet of sweets today.(: hahas. loveee.


cheryl;

as time has changed and seasons have past
we have developed a bond that will forever last.
i remember those times that seem so long ago
as we grew up together through highs and lows.
the years have flown by but the memories remain
these faces and names will always stay the same.

as i sat here through my tears
i look back on all the years
games we lost and won
the place where we had so much fun
having fun with great laughter
we all live happily ever after

since you like people guestblogging so much, well this is for you! (:

loveee youu! chel. (:


have not updated in a while, not myself at least. hahas.

xcountry today was all good.
i think i did okay, though i should have been able to do better IF i didnt decide to start walking. hahahs think i scared people around me, was wheezing through the highway. like having some asthma relapse or something. oh wells. did relatively better than last year. at least i got a position. hahahas. if thats something to be happy about. lols. mind over matter anw, i m still a bit upset that i walked a couple of times.
i declare pinkie's legs too long for her own good, and mine as well. =p hahas. cannot catch up!!! ): whines.

mum picked me up after xcountry. i love the feeling of being picked up. just... nice(:
went to pick farrell up after that.

-in the car, mum left her phone there while she went to pick farrell-
*phones rings*
aunt: hello, your mom there?
me: oh no, she just stepped out of the car to pick farrell
aunt: she dint bring her phone?
me: nope
-apparently this went on for quite a while...-
aunt: eh? what u doing in the car anyway???
me: -laughs. oh my mum picked me up from x country today.
aunt: anw, wanted to ask your dad the price for hilton LA.
me: then call home la. dad's off today.
aunt: how if he's sleeping?
me: why would he be sleeping on an off day?
aunt: i dunno??
me: anw, if he's asleep, he wont wake up even if you call.
lols.

okay. it was quite amusing to me i think.

i love people guest blogging for me! (: its really nice. =)=)
oh yes, thanks for that pig ((: -grins.

bowling today. i SUCK. ahhahahs. but it was a whole lot fun, i miss it(:
xcountry is DRAINING. both mentally and physically.
mentally cos i have been like trying to do some psychological influence on myself to make me carry on running. hahahs. its quite brain draining really.

i m happy these days. although i was exceptionally whiny for half the day today for some unknown reason. rah. hahas.


im blogging!! after so long!! -grinn- blogging into cheryl's blog cos her blog would be too boring without my touch! :pp as usual im rotting at her hse even though im suppose to be doing my gp essay report waha -big smile-

top 5 reasons why silin loves cheryl's house:
- cheryl provides me with endless supply of food! :p
- her house has shadow e hamster! shall go say hi later ((:
- she has like a reeaaaeallllyyy nice and big bed!
- she has a potential breeding place for mosquitoes outside her gate :p
- and of course..... because there's her! ((:

now now cheryl dun be too touched i know im very nice to have wrote all that down esp the last point even though it's not very true -bigg evil grinn-

hahaha okok i lied.

CHERYL ROCKS MY WORLD!!

like seriously. :pp

with love, silin :)


i shall guestblog. (:

eh you never mention the person who trashed you at daytona! hahahs. still cant believe i won you three in a row. i told you i improved but you just didnt believe. =) ohwell. i have nothing to say anyway. thanks for today la! haha.

love ya lots!
chel


complete TRASHING. but the company was sooo worth it(:
some people make the world more special just by being in it. yes, thats you! =)
got slapped today, force fed with salmon... but laughed smiled and had a wonderful time!

terrible stomachache today... it sucks that it didnt go away and gradually got worse as the day proceeds. apparently the only cure for it is to sleep it off. so yeaa. re-reading vday messages makes me smile. pinkie's especially, had morning walk with her today (: yayness for morning walks. and watching people climb up the flag pole is amusing really:D

i made a pinkie promise today with yl today. oh mann. totally primary school, was quite funny though.

im feeling happy. (: yay.


your legs cant take you the entire journey
your mind would have to do the rest.

so true. everything's psychological. i seriously believe that. hahahs

cheryllee you BETTER run this xcountry and not start walking or i will just slap you. if anyone sees me walking along the way, i give u the permission to give me a slap. hahahahs (: yeaps. i m meeting chel tmr. and i shall NOT waltz into school right before assembly. =/ lols.

math test tmr. i m giving up hope on econs. ahhahas, pinkies gonna kill me ):


after feeling completely lost and muddled for the past couple of hours. i m SMILING. can i take back the previous entry? my mom ROCKS. honestly.

*hears voices coming from the outside*
farrell: oh is this for me??? -exciteddd-
mum: oh this one is for cheryl
-cheryl runs out of the room-
me: WHATS FOR ME WHATS FOR ME?!?
mum: nahh -passes me present- for you. happy valentines!
me: -feeling awfully happy now- -reads the message on the wrapper-
[our princess cheryl, love dad and mum]
-heart MELTS-
me: -while opening present- thanks!

okay. being called a princess is SO PRIMARY school and all. but gosh i felt so LOVED. (: i got a precious moment figurine anyway. which is really pretty, called "the sweetest heart". and mum was like, ''yar and it better remain that way"

(: (: (: (: (:

can u sense me smiling?

okay back to today. valentines day was allll good. (: thank you everyone for the presents! it meant a lot really. pinkie; although i didnt manage to get my balloon, i m really happy you actually agreed. lubx! (: cheers to more years of valentines day together.

i need some time off.


mum's mental. okay nevermind.

valentines day is tmr!! (: i love the preparations for it. its really fun! :D
i have not been online much and my comps rotting.
anyhows, back to preparations.
-yawnn

(:


i love..

the feeling of accomplishment. little kids that bump into you, smiles and run off. hearing compliments. doodling random stuff. watching disney classics. laughing till i get a stomachache. grinning till my cheeks hurt. writing down what i think. hugs. flying kisses that is 'so sweet'. snuggling under the blanket in a cold room. making exaggerated hand gestures. cinammon sugar with anything. people giving me something just cos they want to. fruits when i m feeling hungry. falling leaves. running in the rain. arguing and winning the argument. books that can make me laugh. looking at my hamster scuttle about. doing art with farrell. lying in bed and reading when sick. someone tying my hair. watching brainless tv shows. laughing at retarded tv adverts. singing along to stupid tunes. turning off the alarm on weekends. act dramaaa just for laughs. admiring what i did. meeting up to people's expectations. bursting in laughter just because. smses that makes me grin and look like a fool. shopping for art supplies. warmth of the sun on my face when i m really cold. jumping up and down and being hyper. lying on my bed n hugging a pillow when i m aching. have someone make me laugh when i feel sucky. having silly conversations with dad. going home after camps. the first day of school. fbts. shopping with my aunt. trying out new icecream flavours. people smiling at me. hearing friends scream my name from far just to say hello. ij masses. singing and making funny actions during campfires. being a senior in guides. having people appreciating what i do. coming out of an exam hall with a feeling that i did alright. english orals. jumping on a bed. swing swing swinggg. meeting up w ij pple. plopping on a comfy sofa. coke when i need a sugar dose. making silly lists like this.

:D


happiness is a matter of choice. n i totally choose to be happy:D

everything is okie in the end. if its not ok. its not the end... =D

if you cant dazzle them with brilliance, baffle them with rubbish! (:

no problem is so formidable u cant walk away from it. lol.

i LOVE reading pass blog entries. all the funny stuff that used to happen!! chel, remember the time when the father was supposed to give us salt and a candle saying 'you are the ight of the world and the salt of the earth' and u instead of saying 'amen', went' oh.. okay'. hahahah!! and i was like 'oh shit' cos i forgot what i was about to say. ahahahah (:

and all those guest blogging, from xt, and chel. (:(: hahahs. i loves

oh yes! and that time when we had to write an essay on 'my life as it is ... from today'... i managed to crap out a perfect life for myself. hahaha, and cass decided to be funny, claimed that she did so badly for os, and in the end had no choice but to join miss singapore universe. ahahahs so hilarious.

okay, i love the past!! =)
snap back to reality cheryl! do econs! (:


just like heaven is so good(:


have not been online for the past two days. chingay ushers/ticketing (: was actually quite fun! =) hahahas. i lovee the feeling when i squish past people, they give me this "tskk" look, but glance down at my chingay usher pass and cant do anything about it!! HAHAHAHS (: -grin. and its nice to get smiles and thanks and good byes and good nights! little kids that wave, that ask wheres the nearest toilet, so adorable! (: and i declare little girls really pretty nowawdays! =)) hahahs. fun two days, kind of drained me a bit. but i enjoyed i guess.

chua yesterday was damn fun!!! non stop eating, and only the first hour of tuition was productive. we finished off about 7/8 bottles of wine, and like half a bottle of henessy, which sucks but nvm.. ice wine rockkkkks! hahhahahs, simone and i got so highhhh over it (: -huge grin. julianne can so drink! ahhahahs. she downed all the glasses that we took so long to finish. anw, love the after feeling. hahaha, though it died off quite fast. chua so rocks la, no godiva this time, but oh wells, got new yr goodies, never felt so full. lols.

nothing to blog about, i need to go do econs... silin's bugging me ): hahahhas.



i loveee this photoshopped pic. ahahahas. =p

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